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N A N Y A N G S U C K S A N D S E C S C H O O L S U C K S):
I W A N T M Y P R I M A R Y S C H O O L F R I E N D S A N D C L A S S M A T E S):
C C A S U C K S T O O): B O O):

i seem to miss all the times that we all were so good friends and loved one another, we didnt criticise, we didn't hate. i don't understand why i let myself accept the criticism and insults and let people think i treat it as a joke as well..

i knew many other types of people in nanyang which i just CANNOT STAND.. the first type and the first that i really hated was those who insulted and just treated very jokingly. i mean, a bit here and there will be okay.. but saying it so many times.. and the same thing.. isn't it very hurting?

BOO I DONT LIKE CCA): i hate it when im the lan-est): actually its not my fault.. i really cant play can. i learnt cello for less than a year whaddya expect): i wasn't even trying to fake today.. i didnt even WANT to fake.. i try to play almost everything what.. at least i try right. why everyone still think im faking? boo): i just cant play la! WAHLAO

and my chinese very lan i know i shouldn't have came to nanyang.. but no other school to go la can? i dont like RGS): and last time i used to be one of the best in piano.. then now.. so sad la. and then last time i always best in my tuition, and my mum had to change me to the super smart class and im now the lan-est. I AM SO SAD): im lousy at EVERYTHING):

there's no joy anymore! how?
I WANT MY PSCH FRIENDS):